Furious Hope

by Jessanah

i am never what you think
because i am often multiple
sometimes subtle

inhaled screams
a river of accomplishments and trails of blood
spewing excess to the sun

i mesh together words of multiple affliction
where i reach deep down inside
and laugh at the universe

i yell speculation at the wind
as i delve within my soul
and speak slowly to realms i long to know

i whisper thoughts of affliction into this gaping hole
rich within my heart
substituting breath for amplified tones of dark

i’m never what you think
cause i always seem to be several
mostly obvious